Well
I made it to 12DPI with relative relaxation.
Today I’m fidgety, nervous, anxious, and plain impatient. Earlier this week I decided that I would POAS
on Thursday (Tomorrow), because for some reason I have that day in my head as
the end of the TWW, 14 DPI, but it is in fact a day early. Thus I will only be testing with a cheapie
dollar store test, just to get this out of my system.
This
cycle has been mostly better than the last two.
For the last two, I had started spotting 5-6 DPI, and continued until AF
showed up fully. Last Thursday, I had a
chemical melt down because I started spotting again, amongst other things in
life that happened that day. Then the
spotting stopped. Yay. Then on Saturday night I noticed one spot
again, but a little different than usual; a little more mucus than usual. (Sorry for TMI.) Then nothing.
Per
my iPeriod app AF is due today. It has
shortened cycle average due to extremely short cycles the past couple
months. I’m on CD29. The past couple days I have been peeing a
lot. And every time I go, it is
stressful. Will there be spotting? For the most part it has been no, which has
been exciting. Half way through this
morning though I noticed once a small spot of pink. Since this random spot there has been
nothing.
Now
all I can think of is my stomach area in general. And because I’m focus on this I am pondering
the mild cramps I’ve been feeling. Are
they the start of my period? Are my intestines just generally unhappy? Are they from my uterus preparing to house a
fetus for the next 10 months? Are they
from my lining preparing for a mass exodus and the red sea is just biding its
time for a flood?
Each
time I need to pee I wonder what I will see.
Once again, it was as white as can be.
Yippee.
Thanks for the words of encouragement Alison. I've deleted your comments per your request.
ReplyDeleteSo far this morning BFN. But it was a dollar store cheapie, still 13DPI and no signs of AF even though CD30. I'm testing tomorrow with a CBE test. Hoping for better results.